I’m not even sure what to say. I did love him – for whatever reason. I still feel him in my chest when I think of losing him and the thought is hard to take. When we touch, I feel whole and safe.  But then I remember who is holding me and that feeling challenges itself into a confusion that weights down on me for days at a time.

I don’t know what to do.

– – –

xx, Kristin 


  1. very honest feeling, not over stating or under stating, can find the truth in honesty. 🙂

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